perfect imperfections

2010-06-07T01:21:00.000-07:00

busy busy :) though i am fatigued, its seems like i am happy too. contradicting feelings.
i will be having my test this wednesday!hope i pass. didnt have much confidence in myself. meet up with the GIRLS last week for sing sing. cant even count how long we havent seen each other ler . so happy!:D meet up asap! and 19 months is coming soon! its a miracle we can even last for so long and i am glad to have him in my life:D

2010-06-01T00:01:00.001-07:00

back to blogger or might as well update both since there isnt much to do during work. pass my exam A with ohohoh! 89 marks. praise me praise me lurh. now left with theory test then i can proceed on to practical driving! yay! hope i still can pass :( quite excited about school starting soon. at least there will be an aim in my life and not just working everyday just to earn money. boring life. 2 economy articles to do, test to study, spend quality time with mr loo. argh hectic schedule.

2010-01-13T08:40:00.000-08:00

love tumblr. simple and easy to upload pics
except that the themes are quite hard to find:(
i believe in the promises that bf give to me
i believe he will fulfil it
i believe in our dreams
HAHA first time wen to cck today
it wasnt a very big shopping centre
the threatre was not as good too
but i like the food there!:)

hope my dear friend jing dont feel so stress and sian about uni
weekends are near too!

2010-01-10T18:27:00.000-08:00

happy that he comes back home ler:)
going register for my driving lessons today!

2010-01-09T09:09:00.000-08:00

whats the sky looks like in thailand
will it look like the same in sg
thinking about it for a very very long time
decided to give it a try
but friends, my parents and bf..
i know bf will support me to go
he definitely wants me to have a good future, to experience new things
but ...i cant bear with him
can i?:(

2010-01-09T07:43:00.000-08:00

TMR TMR TMR
i will be recieving my second flower HAHAHA:)
feeling so sick now
been having fever for these days
fever wun subsidue
the doc pock two holes in my body already
i hated to be sick
hope i will be well by tmr
cos he is coming back
and i am so guilty that i throw such a big temper at him:(
so unreasonable and childish of me
not thinking of his situation
yet he still tries to make me happy :)
and he promise he will spend more time with me when he comes back
i hope he will:)
DRIVING LESSONS !

2010-01-08T18:26:00.000-08:00

tumblr is quite cool
my friends have been using it
uploading pics is much much more easier than blogspot
and sooooo...i created one myself:)
will not abandon blogspot too
http://perfectsweetimperfections.tumblr.com/

bf is coming home soon i think
i am sooo missing him:(

2010-01-07T07:54:00.000-08:00

ooppss lazy to revert it
can anyone tell me whether this is queen or king size=/
coz i so wanna buy bedsheet!
why does weekend seems so slow to come?!?!?!?!?!:(

recieve his msg today
seriously he makes my day laaa:D
since he so sweet i shall reward him with a good massage and a present when he comes back HAHAHA (Y)

2010-01-06T08:45:00.000-08:00

I hate to be sick when bf is not around to take care of me
omg i sound like a baby ..damn i tot i wanna be independent?! it is sooooo hardddd....
been eating medicine that doctor prescribe to me on time
i wanna faster get well soon!
bought a zhao cai mao couple for bf:):)
4 days to bf come back
4 days more mark the start our 14 mth
chatted with him on the phone just now
he sound so gentle and i abit not used to it
i kaopei to him about alot of things that happened when he was not around ...
he knows that i dont dare to niao the person directly coz i am timid!
get used to it man..bf you are my sponge HAHA
done with one schedule!
tmr start another one!
bf i miss u terribly
hope you could faster come home:(

2010-01-05T08:53:00.000-08:00

thanks tan wei chiaon thanks jing thanks kumin thanks amanda thanks my friends!
thanks for acc me these lonely days:D
regardless chatting online, acc me during my break time or calling me for fun
you all just make me smile in within
love my friends:)

2010-01-05T08:28:00.000-08:00

be strong for him
saying is easy, achieving is harrrdddddddd:(
PMS SHOOOO
i wanna call him right now and pick up a fight with him
saying if you dont come home by saturday i will break with you
these type of unreasonable and childish thing maybe i will do it nia
must control my own temper
i just so love my friends:D
they just make me smile

2010-01-04T05:15:00.000-08:00

note to mum and dad
i know they have put high hopes in me esp mum
mum wants me to go through university and get a office job
get married to a good husband and lead a good life not like hers
i am truely sorry to her
i let her high hopes down by being such a stubborn and unfilial daughter
Her divorce and family violence led to my characteristic
untrusting and paraniod
she always remind me to choose the correct guy so that i will not follow her footsteps
yup, i admit i dont trust my bf though he didnt do anything that makes me dun trust him
i know this fact but i just cant..
recently the nightmare comes back..the scene where my ex father do terrible things
i have been having these nightmares from young till sec
just bear with it...it will be over soon
mum didnt want me to work this job..keep nagging that its not suitable for me
she knows i have poor health thus want me to find an office job
i am sorry
i know sths i have been rude to you ...coz i cant stand all those nagging
you always pin high hopes on me yet i let you down by not getting a office job and staying with him
i hope you will one day forgive me and will not scold me whenever i come back
i hope one day you will smile at me
sorry for all these troubles that i give u ..i am really sorry and guilty..
i will get what i deserve one day.but sorry

2010-01-03T07:51:00.000-08:00

chatted with bf on the phone just now:)
he dont like the idea of me finding him
firstly dangerous secondly he didnt have time to take care of me while i am there:(
then no choice but to leave it to next time...maybe NEW YEAR ?!
highly impossible because of my parents..
he ask me take medicine and must rest more
which sounded so sweet leerrrr and the sound of him calling me laopo seems INCREDIBLE
makes me cry again:(
7 morre days
i hope he is feeling better now and taking care of himself

2010-01-03T06:19:00.000-08:00

my first flower from him:)

he makes me waited for 13 mths HAHA

and this makes me miss him even more:(

2010-01-02T10:29:00.000-08:00

tooo tired...didnt sleep a wink because of his lappie:(
was about to sleep then surprisingly i recieved his call!:)
he ask me tc of myself and buy more herbal tea to drink
sosooooooo sweet:)
he say he will come back by sunday coz he got alot of things have to do
tmr is his father chu bing day
hope everything will be fine and he dun be too sad
faster come home bf:( i misss u badly:(

2010-01-02T05:48:00.000-08:00

wen to funan repair bf laptop
cost me 60 bucks..not as exp as i thot it will be:)
recieved his msg saying he will be back home tmr!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY:)
his msg is short and sweet nehhh
at least i am not so worried now
i hope he is feeling better
cant wait for tmr to come!
i shall be a good gf wait for him at home
and can do my housework too!:)
misssess him alot

2010-01-01T09:53:00.000-08:00

i cant stop worrying for you bf
i know you love ur dad
you keep mentioning ur dad things to me
the way you mention ur dad stuff is like you are very happy
i know you will feel sad though you say you are fine
you are capable
ur dad will be proud of you.i know it. jus how much i am proud of you too.
bf. i wish i am there
yet i am at home worrying and waiting for you to come back
i can understand how much regretion and remorseful you are feeling now
i know you havent been spending much time with your family
you say you will go back and see your parents during january
yet this terrible things happen
though you are strong and independent, but sths you just behave like a child to me. you are very realistic but i know you care alot for the ones you love in a different way.
bf. i will always be there for you:((((((
pls stay strong and tc yourself
back home soon

2010-01-01T07:50:00.000-08:00

Happy new year!though its abit late...
spend my new year eve with bf at jan's place
tony is there too..long time never contact him
he is still the same old tony..
have a taste of how friendly phillipines people can be
drank their beer
taste abit weird ...in a sense
bf drank one can and he is sober yet i am otherwise
he still had to help me home:D sweet feeling it is
i think i told him alot of things .....but i forget what..whatever
next day we still have to work ....sianz 1/2
new year wasnt that good as i thought it would be
surprise yet terrible news he gave me..
my heart sank immediately..
he had to go back to malaysia with his bro urgently because ....family matters
god knows how long he will be back...maybe a few days
i hope he will be feeling fine..i hope he wun be too sad
i hope he will be taking good care of himself coz he havent recovered from his cough for a very long period of time
i am waiting for his call.. cant stop worrying for him
i am missing him badly...hoping he will be back home asap
it seems something is missing in the house without him
the presence of him....
most importantly, i hope he will be fine, dun be too sad

i love you(Y)

2009-12-26T08:40:00.000-08:00

people are always faced with making decisions
its either major ones or just minor
one wrong judgement may land you ended up with nothing..maybe even losing important people in your life
i hate making decisions
i am seriously not good at analysing situations
yet often i have to do so
i admit i am still living in my own circle
i have not have the ability or the courage to step out of my circle
to widen my own perspective
i am still in my own comfy zone
when will i be able to change myself for the better
i hope it be will soon enough
before he change
cos by the time he change his mindeset yet i just started to change mine too,
it will be too late
he wun wait for me and i will be still circling in the same spot
i need to be grow up fast fast fast
i am starting to feel scared
scared at the thought of losing him faster than i expected
....

2009-12-25T08:33:00.000-08:00

sunflower with ferreo rocheo
first time for these 13 mths
you are damn sweet
i love u(Y)

2009-12-24T20:25:00.000-08:00

spend my christmas at orchard with bf
bought 15 cans of snow spray and have a snowy fight on the streets of orchard
damn fun
esp spraying people without their notice:D
couldnt imagine i will do such a thing
but with bf, christmas seems to have a special touch to it(Y)
watch sherlock holmes too
humorous, intelligent....and handsome!

to that person, i am not mature or do not know how to prioritise what is important in my life
but i can say, stop dropping hints or whatever shit
just fuck off
and ....
dun compare me to others
if you wan me to do to you too

2009-12-19T19:42:00.000-08:00

watch bodyguards and assassins ystday
nice show though quite confusing...too many characters
but it is quite humorous:D
went to orchard to see christmas decorations
super packed with people!
december is always like this...
i still have no clue what to do...
still filled with disappointments...

2009-12-18T07:19:00.000-08:00

disappointments come from hope given
emptiness and sadness within the heart come after that
saying good byes wasnt the only way out
all along you didnt give me up though i mention the terrible B-R-E-A-K to you countless times
i should cherish you ...
but unhappiness seriously overwhelmed me this time
i have no clue how am i going to get out of this shit
you have already become a part of my life
the way you sleep makes me smile inside
your actions make me angry yet happy
but liking you isnt everything
if this love doesnt have any expections to look forward to, whats the point of keeping it
maybe its time for miracle ..dont you think so

2009-12-15T07:08:00.000-08:00

:( when will my holidays comeeeeeeeeeeee...
i am soooooooooo tired
pls let me out of this shit
i dont realli bother whose lieing and whose not
cant realli differentiate as well
never mind
i need a break:(
give me more hugs will you?

2009-12-14T01:08:00.000-08:00

seriously i am tired...
if you want him or his comforts so badly, just go
i give up ok...
lies and more lies...when will this ever end :?(

2009-12-10T17:55:00.000-08:00

i cant log on to restaurant city!
super frustrated laaarr:(
sucky connection
wonderful bf make me so happy ystday!:D
and i love him(Y)
i try not to be so parAniod ok
haapy 13 mths!(Y) HAHAHAHA

2009-12-09T01:50:00.000-08:00

:D 3 days of rest at home
the feeling was UNDESCRIBABLE...STUPERD!
but the wait for bf to come back home from work was like a tortue:(
wishing he could acc me but i could not be so selfish
he has to work or else where's the money to feed me:)
i seriously have to curb my growing appitate for his attention:(
and .....christmas is coming! yay!:)
we are intending to take 3 days off from work HAHAHA
hope our plan will not fall through:)
*pray hard*:)
and this year i want to eat Turkey!

2009-12-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

AHHHH...you make me super angry with your forgetfulness

yet ur hugs make me superrrr happy too!
no matter how much unhappiness work is giving me, ur hugs and kisses make my day :D
XOXO

i cant imagine what a day without you

2009-12-03T04:25:00.000-08:00

I hate aloysius HO !
YOU SUCK MAN!
dun expect people to treat you with respect if you dun do it in the same manner
YOU SUCK
GO EAT SHIT YOU SHIT MANAGER

2009-11-22T06:24:00.000-08:00

i am so sorry boyfriend...
you have been so patient with me yet i keep on throwing temper at you
you still able to tolerate with me:((
BUT....i just wanna say i wan to be on you forever (Y)!

(Y) MR LOO

2009-11-17T06:30:00.000-08:00

been sooooo fatigue these few days
"TRUST" this simple word is so hard for me to do
i officially deckared that i am on hiatus
zzzz..dozing off soon..the only thing that keep me awake is my game:D
HOOK on to restauarant CITY
HAHAHA XOXO (Y)

2009-11-12T11:35:00.001-08:00

hi blog
i havent been so happy these few days
so many thoughts clouding in my head
i hate to quarrel with him coz whenever we quarrel, i cant breathe really well
and i hate the tension btw us
yup, i know he has been using all his means but its futile
she doesnt even feel it at all
FREAKO
ok nvm then .....i seriously wish she can just sense it one day
i decided i do not want to quarrel with my boyfriend anymore! HAHAHA (Y)
i know i can do it coz the problem lies with my jealousness
i wanna trust him but i do not trust heR
u should be satisfied you got such a boyfriend MINNIE:D (Y)
XOXO

2009-11-11T08:41:00.000-08:00

maybe its time...
i am sick of waiting for an answer like a fool..waiting for him to understand
but he didn't in the end
shit... i didnt know how to express myself properly now with so many thoughts in my head HAHA just so dumbfolded
joshua used to tell me that i didnt tell him my true feelings thats why both of us used to have alot of mistunderstandings..its true i always lied to him
i didnt like to say out what i really feel coz whenever i wanna say, i will just be .... HAHA embarrassed
thats why i tried to tell him what i really feel, but he just dun remember about me
yesterday is our first anniversary...having so many plans in my head but its just my wishful thinking
sometimes i dun express out doesnt mean i dunch feel a thing
like what people say, i am not really happy
i may be smiling to you, but you might not know what i really feel
HAHAHA....
maybe i just cant hide my disappointment anymore...to think i can hide for so long..its like wow!
i am just a stubborn girl... i wanna someone's comfort but didnt wanna say...

i didn't know how long i can continue
a volcano is reaching its limits

2009-11-08T09:01:00.000-08:00

LOVE! LOL
hope everything goes well:):)
CABLECAR DINNER!
DAMN SWEET MAN!:D

2009-11-06T08:26:00.000-08:00

spend my day with him walking at orchard:):)
the feeling is just great with him
haha!...but i hate it when she call him
why she doesnt even sense that he is keeping a distance away from her
no common sense at all...too desperate for a shoulder to lean on
FUCK WINNIE MAN! GO FIND OTHER GUYS
STOP POURING YOUR HEART TO HIM
ok fine .. i am being irradical
i hate THIS me HAHAHA
everytime i feel so insecure, he is able to make me regain myself again
this is the special thing he can do which other guys cant:)
xoxoxo boyfriend

2009-11-05T06:26:00.000-08:00

no words can describe the way i feel when i am with you
you belong to me:)
its going to be our first anni soon!
YAY HAHA

2009-11-03T22:06:00.000-08:00

can the girl name W-I-N-N-I-E K-H-O-O pls back off
you have been getting on my nerves nowadays
doesnt my boyfriend seems so obvious enough
i know you are loss and you are very troubled
on your family, your operation or whatever
my boyfriend has been telling you what to do and how you should do
he has been keeping a distance away from you ..yet you dun even realise?
i have been tolerating you for quite some time
thinking after my boyfriend has gave you advice you will stop bothering him
stop interrupting our lives and just live for yourself like what my boyfriend says
dun even think of depending on him coz i am the one that have the privilege
so SCRAM !

yup he is right
he cant control what you think or how you feel
just believe him
i try....

2009-11-02T07:36:00.000-08:00

i'm at loss
i didnt know whats the best choice for us
we have been staying together for nearly half a month
its a bitter sweet period for me
ya of course i wanna remain to be part of his life and he be mine
but .... if i love him i should do things that are best for him right
if we really move out alone together, his burden will increase, studying degree will be further away from him
hmmm....i shouldnt be selfish and think for myself
yup, i hope i make the right decision
actually he doesnt plan to have a gf these few years
yet i pop out of nowhere
maybe things should just return to the original point where he plan

2009-10-30T20:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday i have a great day at the pool
cos its my first time going swimming with him:):):)
he try teaching me frog style which he said is the easiest but i think its the hardest ler:(:(
i couldnt kick properly in the water
my leg is like chicken feet:( HAHA
we only swim for about 50minutes then it started to rain
no choice we headed back home to watch movies:):)
i saw the way he play restaurant city...zzzz he seems like a child
i love to be in his arms:)HAHA XOXOXO
i know he tried to make me feel secured ...but its just me ...

2009-10-29T08:13:00.001-07:00

wen swimming today:)
the feeling was STUPERD!
though i cant even swim a lap finish
LOUSY! yet i still dare to challenge boyfriend
HAHA tmr going swimming with him yay!:) if all goes smoothly la
i hate it when both of us are full timer:(
boifriend! faster come home:(:(
i wan to be in your arms
it feels just so NICCCCEEEEEE
XOXOXOXO:)

2009-10-29T03:36:00.001-07:00

LOL my blog is stagnant again
need many many times reminder from my dear friends to update:D
so here's how,
i am seriously NOT NOT very happy these few days
but thanks to my dear boyfriend accompany by my side to cheer me up
i was so afraid of losing him so i did mani mani stupid things
things i never imagine i could do
yet he didnt even scold or blame me
yup its true about what he said
he cant control what she write on her blog or what she thinks
he told me what i think was redundant
he wun like her ..coz he still remains himself
he didnt want me to feel insecure all the time yet i do
all this while he didnt do anything that betray me yet i do not trust him
the problem lies with me
tell me how can i trust him

2009-10-18T10:38:00.000-07:00

yup i know i am lazy
lazy to update my blog for such a long long time
so i am finally here since i got nth else better to do
been thinking alot nowdays
seeing my friends progressing on with their lives
yet here i am
stuck at the same spot
coulnt figure out to use my left or right foot to make out the first step
so in the end, i still remain where i am
pathetic isint
shall i give up what i currently have or try out different things i have never try before
what shall i do
nite !xoxoxo

2009-08-15T09:04:00.000-07:00

tired everyday...lazy to even move

2009-08-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

glad that u are there for me whenever i am lost:D
happy to see ur face HAHA
thanKS BOI:D

2009-07-23T04:36:00.000-07:00

I am soososososoooooooooooooo saddddd:(

-keep coughing like nobody's business
-work was like shittie
-got complain by the head that i nver greet, promote all these(obviousssslllyyyy duh! i dun like cashierrrr but no choice haf to do)
-soooooo sad that i am under some *****

will someone come and entertain me plsssssss

2009-07-16T07:54:00.000-07:00

why bother making yourself upset over someone's mistake
i learned to be stronger over countless number of tears and heartaches
you yearned to be single when you are together with me
yet nw, you say you wish for someone to be there for you
aren't you being selfish
from that day you chosen your new love, you have given up this relationship that we try very hard to mantain despite many objections
yup, i admit that i hate you when you turn your back on me
you told many lies just to cover yourself
but now, i no longer feel anything for our past
i stand up from where i fall
it wasn't easy at all
do wish me happiness
like how i wish u too sincerely
yes, thats all

2009-07-15T07:20:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA so tirrreeeddddddd
i missss u

2009-07-10T09:04:00.000-07:00

i am nt important to u am i?

2009-07-05T11:09:00.000-07:00

things doesnt go the way i expect
working is my top priority nw
sry if my temper has worsened
hope u understand

2009-06-22T07:25:00.000-07:00

加油！我可以的！
但心里还是有一种莫明的不安和伤心
但他却不知道。。。
我应不应跟他讲。。

2009-06-19T19:34:00.001-07:00

busy busy busy!
will be super super busy...
dun even have time to acc him:(:(
okkkok no time to think of alll these things
these things can wait..
u can make it man! HAHA

2009-06-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

sick sick sick sick ...
i hate being sick :(:(
wan find a new job leeeehhhhhhh:(

2009-06-03T09:39:00.000-07:00

cherishing the times with him
i'm loving every moment now
dun wan lose this everything

2009-05-31T23:10:00.001-07:00

new life...hope it will be a better one:)

2009-05-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

i wan holidays:(:(:(

2009-05-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

i hate growing up
i hate the reality
i hate my shortcomings
i am losss

2009-05-13T21:54:00.000-07:00

dunno whats wrong with me nowdays
so many things happen
feel so stressssss and tired
stresss about my future stress about my studies stress about everything
cant even not think about it
auntie at work knows me quite welll even though we just work tgther for 1 mth
i was not really happy even though i am laughing
all the time, she can see that my mind is thinking about other things
i am not as optimistic and happy as what other people see me to be
hmmmm.. i was quite impressed that she can see people quite well
alot of people ask me why i like to watch movies
1 month can watch around 4-5 times
movies make me immersed into their storyline
make me forget about reality..
knowing that few of them will stand by me makes me feel happier abit
but....

that me was gone
when will it come back

2009-05-06T20:04:00.000-07:00

tirredddd....
realise my english is getting worst
cant even spell not available...wtf
he is my source of energy tat keeps me going:D
and u tooo JINGJING hahaha i love u!:D

2009-04-30T09:33:00.000-07:00

feeling depressed and scared on my way home
nver encounter this type of incident in my life before
received a msg from my boi
he rching my hse soon
super surprised :D he seldom will do this type of...eehhhhh surprise
all my unhappineesss and scaredness suddenly all disappear:D
HAHA ...i love my boifriend!:D
i think he love me too:D
yupz tmr will be going out wif him ...yay!
stilll feeling scared...i dun dare return to the pub ler

2009-04-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

kill me nw ...
so tired until i wan die leer
collapsing soon

2009-04-18T18:53:00.000-07:00

the movie "the sniper" quite nice
got 2 handsome guys to watch
hahaha one is edison one is huang shao ming:D:D:D
both so handsome and coooll
wish my boifriend is one of their kind
HAHAHA nononoonno my boi is good enough for me ler:D:D:D:D
or else why i choose him in the first place HAHA:D:D:D:D:D:D

2009-04-17T09:42:00.000-07:00

bye bye Mr J
pls get out of my life forever
i hate ur attitude and selfishness
you are once a impt part of my life
but nw its no longer the same
the fairytale that you once made up for me nw turns into a nightmare
i shouldnt even pin hopes on u
make me even more disappointed nw
thinking u will change but NO
its unfair to him too...
i dun wann to lose him ...
u will never gonna hurt me anymore

2009-04-16T17:29:00.000-07:00

back from genting!
HHAHAHA...spend quite alot of money esp on arcade and foooodddd
but thanks to boi, he help me pay quite alot of things :D:D:D:D
never seen him treat me so ......nice
always thought he never realli like me but ....
HAHA i realli enjoy myself high up there:D:D:D:D:D:D
photos updated soon:D:D:D
time to start working soon
wanna earn lots lots of money
need to find a room soon:(:(:(

2009-04-08T09:17:00.000-07:00

so fucking tired:(:(:(
my whole body......aching
i wan u i wan u i wan u i wan u
i need u i need u i need u i need u
7 more days to my off day

i love u

2009-04-04T19:36:00.000-07:00

:(:(:(:(
nt used to ps at all
busy....wearing gloves all that
arghhhh...
nvm...love the movie shinjutis incident ..watever the name
but it has a sad ending ..
love watching movie with you
coz its the only time wheere we hold hands
:)

2009-04-03T06:28:00.000-07:00

wen to make passport today...faster than i expected
collection on the 8th!
super uneasy ...
tmr first day at ps...have to adapt to new working environment again
sianz

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，於是问题一个接著一个发生，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？她适合你，那你又适合她吗?其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心、有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？很多人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。错！其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。

我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。

makes me misss you even more....

2009-04-02T17:10:00.000-07:00

you said i treat you nt good
i always give in to you yet you dun realise
you said its becoz i am working
i love you..i always do><

2009-04-01T08:30:00.000-07:00

2 freaking more days at funan
mus enjoy my last 2 days
maybe after 1 mth later can see my cute and lovely colleagues again HAHA
let me emphasis again... CUTE AND LOVELY... cant imagine how they used to bully me...zzz
HAHA ...my mind is nw full of genting genting genting genting trip
finally i got to go overseas with him!
OMG OMG OMG OMG haha
first time over overseas ler!although its just malasysia BUT its still overseas
cant wait for it:D:D:D:D:D:D
buy lots of souvenirs back!HAHAHA

2009-03-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

willl be transfering to PS on saturday
HAHA dun misss me tooo much people!><
i misss my boi nw
he is busy earning lots lots of money for me nw
HAHA...he is my one and onli ATM and i love it
how could i haf the tot that if i haf nver tgther wif him, will everything remains the same as the past...will there nt be so much trouble...
tsk tsk...how could i haf this thought in the first place
actually the answer is so simple...
i WILL NOT regret it
everything is worth it:D
yeah:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
jus treat it as i am enduring to invest into my money tree to make it big and strong:D

2009-03-28T09:25:00.000-07:00

ur attitude realli piss me off
words tat u said
touched my heart
i tot u have changed for the better
but NO
i was wrong
u do not and WILL not change
u LIAR
i will not believe u anymore
get out of my life

2009-03-26T09:41:00.000-07:00

my leg hurts like HELL...
limping throughout work
meet my boi after that
he send me hme ...super happi
HAHA i gotten a massage for free!:D
gonna meet him tmr after work!yeah

i am so sorry tat i mention the word break to u again
u care for me but i cant feel it
i need time .....to realli know u

2009-03-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

GET LOst stalker

dun follow me again

2009-03-25T08:36:00.000-07:00

walk hme with my boi today
although its jus a short distance, but i was feeling sweet sweet HAHA
i like the way he hug me i like the way he kiss me i like the way he lean on me
whu say auntie dun haf boifriend !HAHA
reading up on horoscope ....realised that most of the parts are quite true for me
guess i was tooo bored....
he will be off until sunday
no one to entertain me when i at work ler:(

2009-03-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

freaking pain...but worth it:)

i got my answer and i am happi:):):):):)

i love this pic :)HAHA makes me wanna eat it

2009-03-20T18:33:00.000-07:00

lallalaa